life unravelling mystery point after point...........

thumbs up........ have been busy lately so did not post anything in mnths.......... c life sometimes walks way 2 fast ........... seems like yesterday dat i joined dis place in capacity of a therapist n nw its almost three mnths........ gruelling three mnths to say the least..........full time student, full time therapist, board member of 2 orgs at school, life right nw is nuthin short of a roller coaster ride phewwwwwwwwwww dun remember last when i sat down doing just nothing...... afternoon nap seems a far away luxury and social life a thing of past............hectic, tiring, boring but then all of a sudden a full complete life where eac and every minute is lived.......quite a heady mix...no tequila shots can get me as higha s my current schedule..........

poetic beauty

THOUGHTS OF YOU...The first thought of you and I,Am engulfed by an emptiness...You are away from me,and I cannot lie,I miss you dearly, I confess!A heartache, shall I call it - a pain, bittersweet...Leaves me wondering about your existence in my life...A fresh breath of air that had swept me off my feet,And your memories now cut through like a knife...A void you have created,That even time cannot make up for,At the hands of fate, I feel cheated,It could've bestowed on me, a little more...It seems just y'day when you were around,With promises of togetherness and loyalty, immense...Today they've been shattered and without a sound,A heart lies empty that once had your presence!Your thoughts now clutter my mind,And point to a thing I should plainly see - A question the answer to which I have soon to find -"Will you ever have thoughts of me?"

it is possible for sum1 to have it all n dat IS me.... :)

I am not picky i just have high standards ;)

qoutable qoutes

"Parrots, tortoises and redwoods live a longer life than men do. Men, a longer life than dogs do. And dogs- have generally a longer life than love does. --Edna St. Vincent Millay
"With the catching, is the end of the pleasures of the chase. - Abraham Lincoln
"If I could reach up and hold a star for every time you've made me smile- the entire evening sky would be in the palm of my hand. - Unknown

eh !!

eh! handsome eh! handsome.... does dis ring sum bells... yeah d annoyance from a dud called JBJ...... but hey doesnt hurt 2 b called eh! sparkey... eh! sparkey.........thnx 4 d sobriquet......... m lovin it... :)

sassy saying of d day

the party revolves arnd me ;)

wishlist

live wid ma n pa 4ever w/o arguing, w/o demanding or questioning anything.
becomin an aunt
b wid ama 4 her grads......
go 4 a long long walk all by myself
lose 10 kgs in 6 mnths
get glowing
start on a proper job
buy a mini cooper
build a house of ma own
a riverside villa
beautiful garden
a puppy
n lots of sleep w/o any reason 2 rush 2...........

my prayer

asatoma sat gamaya
tamaso ma jyotir gamaya
mrityorma anritam gamaya

lead me frm unreal to real dark to light and temporary 2 eternal :)

good morn

gooooooooooood morningggggggggggggggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
new day new beginning time to wake up 2 yet another day full of hopes full of chances to take and full of moments worth living. ever wondered wat is d first thing dat crosses d conscious levels of ur brain in d moment u awaken ur spirit 2 ur surroundings. offlate have been realising hw important it is to live each and every moment of the day there is so much one can accomplish in a days time if and only if he lives for each of dem. dont wanna create a rosy picture admit that days can b nerve wreckingly annoyin but wat d heck it wil cum 2 n end coz cum wat may night follows day and day follows night like they were indeed hutch network. m glad m finally workin toward my goal my dream of becoming sum1......... nt gonna b a fool anymore to think all wil b well n appreciate the effort dat d overwhelming task asks of me......wanna fly wanna break free but only for once wanna c dis dream cum true :)

men

men make wonderful accessories. look great on my arm and are totally replacable ;)

its a hap hap happy day :)

skies r gettin clear, flowers r blooming, clouds are givin way 4 d mighty sun 2 shine.......................yup its the spring time :) nvr realised seasons can make so much of a diff 2 a person's thought process. lovely feeling dat these april showers will bring may flowers...i love the rain.. love the drizzle the wet land, the unpredictable sky clouds at a moment and clear at the very next.......have been chilling a lot since its begun 2 get warmer ( pun intended). feeling awesome coz life is getting a meaning, reliving the same person that i was mnths ago satisfied soul dat m finally doin wat i hav 2 do since mnths nw.... ouch!!!!!!! nt givin away too much but thnks due 2 god n my dear family without whom i wud b nowhere...lov ya al from the deepest recess of ma heart. :) thnx 4 givin meanin 2 my life a purpose and a dream owe u guys a lot :)

querry

lifeeeeeeee wat is it.....a hppy sunday sunny nad bright or a gloomy monday morn....... heard of ppl havin d monday blues????? i hav everyday blues.... ppl ask me wat i m like at times i can rant 2 to dozen n ask me again n i cant talk 2 save ma life..............several dreams ........ but hav lost track......... hav d midas touch sumday n hav lost it completely at times wen i need it d most....... dunno wats happ y is it happ?feel like a million bucks n feel like an utter loser at instances.. y need constant reassurance, y hav changed frm being wat i was.......... i hav complaints, regrets n i hav none..... phew m i myself or dis n alter ego..........m wondering m i leadin dual personality lives or its jus normal human behavior...............cum tell me ur dreams :)

querry?

annoyance

yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy????????????????? y people behave in a way dey do???????? y do dey hav so much influence over ur mind.............. y dont dey realise the hurtin u?????????? y cant u stick 2 ur plans, ur decisions...................y cant u giv up on ur old school of thought..... y r u so scared of treading in the dark........ yyyyyyyyyy r u so self contradictory.......... i make resolutions, time tables and decisions but unfortunately end up doin nuthin abt dem.......... end up feelin miserable n decide dat tomm is a new day new start and den y dont i believe in wat i jus said............ i need enlightenment................ divine soul wer r u plssssssssssss help dis damsel in distressssssssssssss................. :(

Men for sure are from Mars................

Hi
I have met different kinds of people Men, Women, people with different sensibilities and preferences but most difficult to understand is Men........... hands down............ they just think weird. They just have different ideology on life and they unabashedly presume that the whole world should think the same. Their alpha male attitude with egos the size of a globe just cant take a no for an answer. It is annoying when they try their convincing powers on the female of the spieces which is just drag.....................

idiosyncrasy called life

Life is nothing but collective experience through years. one life many aspects. In life we come across myraid instances that groom us to be the person that we essentially are. Experiences build your persona, add different hues to essence of being you and help you realise what a gift Life is. It is not entirely upon the individual the course his/ her life takes but never the less, person, his thinking and his deeds that mould the kind of life we lead. I am a firm believer in destiny and I agree that whatever happensdoes happen for the good but, I also dont deny that it takes active participation on part of the individualto help destiny unfold.It amazes me how things do fall in place when I least expect it and how it just decides to mess up despite the numerous attempts at not goofing up. Then I just think may be this is what Almighty wishes for me, this is how it was supposed to be and sulk/brood/rejoice and move on until am forced to think about it. ( to think of it, it doesnt really take much to enforce me to put my thinking cap on). I fail to understand why we dream and then get so attached to them that it feels as if your whole world is tearing apart when they dont materialise.I cant stop wondering about the tricks life plays with me every now and then and believe me the mind games drain you in away that physical exercises can never. Just when you feel you are close to acheiving your desires, life takes an about turn and there you are back to square one trying to figure out what, why, when and how???????you endlessly analyze that why u din get that what was rightfully to be yours.......Life is not a box of chocolates, but a bouquet of Roses with petals and thorns alike. I have noticed a pattern that is consistent with so many people that I have met in variuos contexts that life comes at you very fast. It has its own pace, ts own bumps.You are blessed, you are hurt all in the span of 1 lifetime. within the same time frame, youy laugh, you cry, you relish, you desistnad yet love the life that it is that jus a thought of not having it anymore is disturbing enuf to give u a reality check that no self help books or motivation gurus ever can........Life is but once, live it to the fullest....... make mistakes learn from them but never regret coz things happen only when you venture...............

hi

hiiiiiiiiiiiii good mornin,