perfectly imperfect....that's me!

I will never be the girl with the perfect hair, perfect smile, perfect figure, the lovely lady who can wear white without ever spilling anything on herself but none the less, I promise to be ME.....

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never take life seriuosly, no one ever came out of it alive anyway...........

Tis al about me...

Maybe I wear baggies
and white socks with flip-flops,
maybe I don't like listening to rave
and I'm not on the social mountaintops,
maybe I don't care about the things
that make your worlds twirl,
maybe you look at me and think:
Gee, what a nothing girl.

Maybe I like giving smiles
which seems to be a sin today,
and maybe I allow my imagination
to sometimes run away,
maybe you don't understand this
and that's why you cannot see,
if this make me a nothing girl,
hey, that's ok with me!

The world makes you believe
your personality mustn't be detected,
your face must be picture perfect
and wear cloths just the best, to be accepted.
Maybe I look at you
and feel sorry that you're blind,
robots you have became,
yourself you'll never find.

God made you, as well as me,
this means I am something,
the world is a liar
and if I must be a nothing
for you to see it,
then so be it!

life unravelling mystery point after point...........

thumbs up........ have been busy lately so did not post anything in mnths.......... c life sometimes walks way 2 fast ........... seems like yesterday dat i joined dis place in capacity of a therapist n nw its almost three mnths........ gruelling three mnths to say the least..........full time student, full time therapist, board member of 2 orgs at school, life right nw is nuthin short of a roller coaster ride phewwwwwwwwwww dun remember last when i sat down doing just nothing...... afternoon nap seems a far away luxury and social life a thing of past............hectic, tiring, boring but then all of a sudden a full complete life where eac and every minute is lived.......quite a heady mix...no tequila shots can get me as higha s my current schedule..........

poetic beauty

THOUGHTS OF YOU...The first thought of you and I,Am engulfed by an emptiness...You are away from me,and I cannot lie,I miss you dearly, I confess!A heartache, shall I call it - a pain, bittersweet...Leaves me wondering about your existence in my life...A fresh breath of air that had swept me off my feet,And your memories now cut through like a knife...A void you have created,That even time cannot make up for,At the hands of fate, I feel cheated,It could've bestowed on me, a little more...It seems just y'day when you were around,With promises of togetherness and loyalty, immense...Today they've been shattered and without a sound,A heart lies empty that once had your presence!Your thoughts now clutter my mind,And point to a thing I should plainly see - A question the answer to which I have soon to find -"Will you ever have thoughts of me?"

it is possible for sum1 to have it all n dat IS me.... :)

I am not picky i just have high standards ;)