let u go

I've been to all the familiar places
I've been running like a sentence
Never begun
I've been looking for a way to let you know
I've got nothing left to fill to those spaces
I've got nothing but a center coming undone
I've been doing circles and it shows
It shows.

Every cloud in the sky
Every place that I hide
Tell me that I,
I was wrong to let u go
Every sound that I hear
Every thought that I fear
Tell me that I,
I was wrong
I was wrong to let u go

It's the little things that makes you crazy
Like the thought of someone touching your skin
I can see you everywhere I go
You can be inside of a sea of faces
It can be the rumor of your grin
Swimming in a river as it flows
it flows

random...

here was a time when I was alone,
I thought I could pull it all by my own.
But destiny had written something else in my fate,
That is when I found this lovely mate.

She can be so bossy!!!
At times, can really be fussy.
But she is so caring and so nurturing,
Makes your life pleasing and happening.

Never was a day we didn't have a fight,
We accused each other for not being right.
But we stood together, through thick and thin,
That is why our friendship was ever blossoming.

Now we are so many miles away,
But our friendship is meant to stay.
True friend is a personification of her,
Whenever you need, she is right there.

I just wish her good luck and wishes,
May her new life be filled with bliss(es).
Sorrows and sadness should never reach thee,
You are meant to stay happy and glee. :-)





Someone I can talk to
Someone I can trust.
Someone who will be there
When my relationships rust.

Someone who wil save me,
When everything goes wrong.
Someone who wil comfort me
And help me to be strong.

Someone who listens
At any time of day.
Someone who wil brighten
Any sky that’s gray.

Someone who will always
Want to be my friend.
Someone who wil fight for me,
Until the bitter end.

Someone who will cry with me
Whenever I am sad.
Someone who will laugh with me
Whenever I am glad.

Someone who will understand
My every weird emotion.
Someone who wil always be
At my side with their devotion.

Someone who wil always think
Of me before themselves.
Someone who wil care for me
And put their own worries onto shelves.

Someone who wil always let
Me act like the true me.
Someone who will always be
Just like I want to be

Someone who wil always remain
Incredibly beautiful and true-
Someone who is my best friend.
Someone just like u.......

perfectly imperfect....that's me!

I will never be the girl with the perfect hair, perfect smile, perfect figure, the lovely lady who can wear white without ever spilling anything on herself but none the less, I promise to be ME.....

hahaha

never take life seriuosly, no one ever came out of it alive anyway...........

Tis al about me...

Maybe I wear baggies
and white socks with flip-flops,
maybe I don't like listening to rave
and I'm not on the social mountaintops,
maybe I don't care about the things
that make your worlds twirl,
maybe you look at me and think:
Gee, what a nothing girl.

Maybe I like giving smiles
which seems to be a sin today,
and maybe I allow my imagination
to sometimes run away,
maybe you don't understand this
and that's why you cannot see,
if this make me a nothing girl,
hey, that's ok with me!

The world makes you believe
your personality mustn't be detected,
your face must be picture perfect
and wear cloths just the best, to be accepted.
Maybe I look at you
and feel sorry that you're blind,
robots you have became,
yourself you'll never find.

God made you, as well as me,
this means I am something,
the world is a liar
and if I must be a nothing
for you to see it,
then so be it!

life unravelling mystery point after point...........

thumbs up........ have been busy lately so did not post anything in mnths.......... c life sometimes walks way 2 fast ........... seems like yesterday dat i joined dis place in capacity of a therapist n nw its almost three mnths........ gruelling three mnths to say the least..........full time student, full time therapist, board member of 2 orgs at school, life right nw is nuthin short of a roller coaster ride phewwwwwwwwwww dun remember last when i sat down doing just nothing...... afternoon nap seems a far away luxury and social life a thing of past............hectic, tiring, boring but then all of a sudden a full complete life where eac and every minute is lived.......quite a heady mix...no tequila shots can get me as higha s my current schedule..........

poetic beauty

THOUGHTS OF YOU...The first thought of you and I,Am engulfed by an emptiness...You are away from me,and I cannot lie,I miss you dearly, I confess!A heartache, shall I call it - a pain, bittersweet...Leaves me wondering about your existence in my life...A fresh breath of air that had swept me off my feet,And your memories now cut through like a knife...A void you have created,That even time cannot make up for,At the hands of fate, I feel cheated,It could've bestowed on me, a little more...It seems just y'day when you were around,With promises of togetherness and loyalty, immense...Today they've been shattered and without a sound,A heart lies empty that once had your presence!Your thoughts now clutter my mind,And point to a thing I should plainly see - A question the answer to which I have soon to find -"Will you ever have thoughts of me?"